I Have come to the conclusion that my life, as it is currently is quite tragic....
It revolevs around four things, Reading (mostly fanfiction), writing (also a lot of fanfiction) playing videogames/computer games and hanging out whit friends...
The last alternetive is definatley the one who sounds the least patetic...but her the issue lies thats what I do the least...
It's not really like I have much of a choice in that matter since most of my friends is eighter drowning in school work or they live really far away...
Except this one who is doing social insolation or something...well the point is she don't han out whit us and you have to make a pretty large effort to convince her to do much of anything whit us...
And then summer will come...and now people are thinking but then your friends will be out of school and can hang out whit you?
No, no they can't! They are going to work far, far away....like where one of my other friends live far away...that's about like three hours buss and they will be working there the whole summer so no I won't be seeing much of them.
So now if I get in to that school (I will find out around midsommer they said) then who will celabrate whit me huh?
Hmm maybe I can celibrate whit grandma?
Whaaat! I like my grandma she's cool and she has the cutest dog.
At least some of my friends that live far away will come visiting, and this one friend who dosn't live near but not as far away as the others (about an hours buss trip) will be free most of the summer so I can go visit her and won't have to be lonley all the time...
And mum is considering sending me up to visit my grandparents...I don't know how up to tah i feel thought I love them and all but my grandpa can be quite annoying, he really ants me to be his little girl again, basically he whish I could be like I was when I was eight, and he keeps telling me and other people about it...sorry grandpa but that aint happening I'm turning eighteen there's no way I can be like I was when I was eight okay? I barley remeber what kind of person I was back then....
Well I figure ther will be alot of computer and videgames and fanfics and stuff this summer....
- Mood:
contemplative

